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by [ekso:r]

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Afterwards 05:44
Afterwards ice-cold sharp-points crystals mental cold around me try to get into me try to get into me blackness emptiness burnt-out a large hole sucks my warmth my feelings, myself my feelings, myself | demon | demon | let me alone | let me alone | try to find another victim | try to find another victim | demon ... | try to find another victim ... | demon ... | try to find another victim ... It`s so cold I want my warmth back I`m so empty I want my feelings back It`s so cold I`m so empty I want my warmth back I want my feelings back demon, demon © by ensonic/ekso:r 08.Oct.1995
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Drowning 03:56
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Maze of Life 07:07
Maze Of Life souls wandering around in the maze of life be only partly aware of the others following their destiny sometimes two of them walking side by side but seperated by a wall don't knowing how near they are sometimes the ways are turning to other directions and they maybe never meet again don't knowing what they loose | destiny who you are | that you make decissions for me | destiny who you are | that you pain my soul | by leading it to nowhere | by leading it to nowhere but sometimes they meet again on the next crossing unifying themselves to a higher state some of them stay connected and some loosing contact seperated by their destiny seperated by their destiny | destiny who you are | that you make decissions for me | destiny who you are | that you pain my soul | by leading it to nowhere | by leading it to nowhere © by ensonic/ekso:r 22.Jun.1997
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Wounds 02:51
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Suicide 04:22
Suicide she's a girl of twenty-one but not like all the others she's thinking about suicide again put a fullstop on her life she felt lonly forgotten by all the others nobody cared about her and to be true not even you for a bad consicience now it is too late it was yesterday in the news an overdose of sleeping pills has torn her out of this world | a life that wasn't really life | a life that only hurts | a life full of misery | a life which passed unnoticed a make sure it's not happening another time understand each others mind leave your leathargy behind because one day, it could be you | a life that wasn't really life | a life that only hurts | a life full of misery | a life which passed unnoticed one variation: b make sure it doesn't happen again by listen to each other by opening your eyes because one day, it could be you © by ensonic/ekso:r 20.Aug.2000
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Trapped 05:07
Trapped awaking were I am no light no sound absolute silence total darkness groping forward searching around after some minutes I find a wall and after a half hour I know my prison is four to three meters small after one hour I discover there is no exit, no escape a day later I awake again nothing changed, everything the same I can`t remember what happened in the past what colour had the sky I've forgot it my brain dies cell by cell nothing to eat and nothing to drink day by day the same deadly thougths rush through my brain there's no way out I`m trapped © by ensonic/ekso:r ??.???.199?
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Misuse Of Power Imagine a lifeform, able to split nucleuses but lots of them have nothing to eat They can build planes, flying faster than sonic and weapons to kill millions of their own | When I'am thinking about it | I ask myself | is that logical | isn't it waste of power They design super fast, half intelligent computers but destroying their - their own environment These humans can cure many diffenrent diseases but too many of them are dying everyday | When I'am thinking about it | I ask myself | is that logical | isn't it waste of power : Why do they not concentrate : on importants things : Why do they waste their power : Why do they waste their power When I'am thinking about it I ask myself no it's not logical yes it's a waste of power © by ensonic/ekso:r 22.Jun.1997
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Nimm Dir Von Meinem Glück Nimm Dir von meinem Glück ich hab doch genug davon. Nimm dir aus meinem Leben was dein Herz begehrt. Sei neidisch auf was ich habe Begehr es Stück für Stück Denke doch auch mal an Dich ich werd nicht traurig sein | Ich teile doch so gerne | greif ruhig richtig zu | nimm dir aus meinem Leben | nimm dir von meinem Glück Nimm mir meine Freundin verdient hab ich sie nicht Sie gab mir nur die Liebe doch die vermiss' ich nicht Mein Geld kannst du gerne haben ich habe genug davon Und wie waers mir meiner Wohnung Ich gäb' sie dir gern ' Mindestens den Schmerz ' Mindestens das Leid ' könntest du mir geben ' da mir sonst nicht bleibt | ... © by ensonic/ekso:r 29.Oct.2002
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Fear Or Curiosity There are ones who like to try Ones who like to know They look behind the scenes Probing things they see They look behind the scenes Probing things they see But there are the others Who do cautiosly hide Closing their eyes Afraid of what they might see | Is it fear or curiosity | On which side you decide to be | Do you want to evolve | Or not move at all : Isn't everything kind of dangerous : Still you're denying notoriously : Do you want to be left behind : Being the last of your kind © by ensonic/ekso:r 30.Aug.2001
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Von einem der Starb Ich schreie wachend, der Engel zieht die Kreise und leblos hägt am Baum, was einst der Seele Kind Blut, gleich einem Lavastrom, auf diesem Fluss mein Boot, des Windes Weise mein Gehirn zerfetzt Gelblich grinst die Sonnenblume, am rost'gen alten Gartenzaun der Stein im Gras wird meiner sein, und Würmer Mutter Erde Viren Im dunklen Keller einsam, liegen tote Augen brach, verfaultes Obst mit Fleisch gemischt und Kinderlieder klingen Des Windes Weise trägt das Lied mir zu, wenn Bauern dunkles Grauen frisst und Engel ziehen ihre Kreise Die Gottheit lachend Sehnsucht trinkt © by waffel/ekso:r sorry, no date
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Peaceful 04:04

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This is our first CD. It contains songs we have made during the last years.

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released February 6, 2003

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[ekso:r] Leipzig, Germany

[ekso:r] was founded during year 2000 by two friends - waffel and ensonic in Leipzig/Sachsen/Germany. Leipzig is one of the main centers of gothic underground in Germany. Both band members were listening darkwave/electronic music since their early youth. During the studies where they meet first, they became good friends. ... more

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